Ohne Dich

Ich werde in die Tannen gehen
Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen
Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land
Und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand
Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

Auf den Ästen in den Gräben
Ist es nun still und ohne Leben
Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

A.H.I.G.

"Dead Memories"

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.
Even now, I realize the time I'll never get.
Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate.
I can't go back again. I can't go back again...
But you asked me to love you and I did.
Traded my emotions for a contract to commit

And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead.
I hear his voice inside my head...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.

So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart

Moving on....

Life is a funny thing sometimes...
It could make a crazy man seem normal while turning a sane man into a rabid animal. Who decides these things that entrap our souls for everyone to see, like jars of organs at a museum. Life stinks like formaldehyde roses and love feels like that rose dragging its razor tipped thorns across the skin.

Why does love have to be a double edged sword. To cut through the worst possible problems only for it to ricochet off a boulder of doubt and decapitate the one fighting the hardest. The plated armor has been pierced, shattered and fire has burned the flesh under which it protects. Everything lost. 

But then the sun shines through the fog and smoke and rises the dead heart of a broken man like a phoenix from the ashes. New life being breathed back into the lifeless body. Who's to say what this force maybe. The only thing that is known is that shattered vessel of blood has been replaced with something more powerful than originally equipped.

Now it is time to leave the blood on the floor from sleeve of the man who's heart was he holding and let the fire of hope guide him past his trepidations. As he continues, the path will get harder but its the fire that consumes him that will burn down every obstacle. This is what makes a man who he is.

Life is a funny thing sometimes...
We take heed of what makes us seem sagacious, but to live and love is to be completely insane.  

Danger Keep Away

I'm not what you think

Or am I?

Or am I what you think?

You could never ever know 

Please keep far away (Far far away)
Keep far away (Far far away)
Far away (Far far away)

I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say

That place in my mind
That space that you call mine

(Got trapped in)

So please just trust in us
Just trust in us
Trust in us
Us

Danger
We too feel alone

Danger
We too feel alone

We too feel alone
We've too feel alone

That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine

Where have I been all this time?
Lost enslaved fatal decline
I've been waiting for this too unfold (Good)
My pieces are only as good as the whole

Severed myself from my own life
Cut out the only thing that was right
What If I never saw you again?
I'd die right next to you in the end

That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine

I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say

Danger
Danger
Danger
We too feel alone

Circle of Fear

"Circle Of Fear"

Heartache is knocking on her door
Shadows dance outside her window
Tears keep falling on the floor
As the world around her crumbles

[Chorus:]
If you want to save her
First you have to save yourself
If you want to free her from the hurt
Don't do it with your pain
If you want to see her smile again
Don't show her you're afraid
Because your circle of fear is the same

Love can be as cold as grave
A one-way ticket to endless sorrow
An empire of gentle hate
Today without tomorrow

[Chorus]

It's the circle of regret
The circle of hate
The circle of death
Your circle of fear is the same

I lost my life a few weeks ago and today I feel its time to pick up the pieces. Maybe one day I will find what I lost but thankfully I have the opportunity to walk through the darkest hell I have ever been in and try to conquer the pain my heart feels. The circle of fear was put around me but now that I have let that circle go to prove who I really am and that Im not someone to fear, I can try to feel again since my life was taken from me.

Oblivion

"Oblivion"

I flew beyond the sun before it was time
Burning all the gold that held me inside my shell
Waiting for you to pull me back in
I almost had the world in my sight

Lost love
Bright eyes fading
Faster than stars falling
How can I tell you that I've failed?
Tell you I failed

Falling from grace cause I've been away too long
Leaving you behind with me lonesome song
Now I'm lost in oblivion

I tried to burrow a hole into the ground
Breaking all the fingers and the nails from my hands
The eyes of a child see no wrong
Ignorant bliss, impending doom

Lost love
Bright eyes fading
Faster than stars falling
How can I tell you that I've failed?
Tell you I failed

Falling from grace cause I've been away too long
Leaving you behind with me lonesome song
Now I'm lost in oblivion

Falling from grace cause I've been away too long
Leaving you behind with me lonesome song
Now I'm lost in oblivion

Falling from grace cause I've been away too long
Leaving you behind with me lonesome song
Now I'm lost in oblivion

Falling from grace cause I've been away too long
Leaving you behind with me lonesome song
Now I'm lost in oblivion, in oblivion, in oblivion

Its not disposable...